I am openly satanist.

I know what i belive in.

Im not ashamed of it.


She was my friend.

A quiet and kinda shy, but still.
We got along well, even tho for the first 3 years of school i didnt notice her much.
And she didnt notice me.

There are people who dont have any religion

She was one of them.

Yet, she never critiziezd my religion.
She never cared about me being Satanist.

One day everything changed.

We were walking to class, just talking like usual.
Something inside me clicked.
"I like her" i thoughed to myself... no i was inlove with her.

With her beautiful dark blue eyes, with her brown hair and the brightest smile.
Obviously i didnt tell her.

I told our mutual friend, one that supported everything and everyone.

She helped me to build up the courage to tell her.
So i did.

One evening, i texted her, told her everything.
She thanked me and suggested to talk the next day at school.
We did.

Between first and Second class she stopped me and also told me everything.

"I like you too"
Once those words left her mouth i was overjoyed.
We became a couple.
Not many people knew but the important thing was that it happened.

But she was angel.
She deserverd the world.
And i know i couldnt give her that.
Just a silly girl like me.. didnt deserve an angel like her.

"I will drag you to hell with me.."

I said one day

"Why do you say that?"

She asked lookikg at me with those ocean colored eyes

"Because..."

My words stopped, i knew what i wanted to say but somehow i couldnt

"Because you are Satanist?"

She chuckeled and looked down

"I'm okay with that"

Her look traveled back to me with dreamy expression, a soft smile on her lips

"I am a sinner."