He was my first love.

He was my first kiss.

He is my first everything.

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"Deana, that man really abused you?" His lawyer ask me. I look at him with teary eyes. I close my eyes and my tears fall down. I can't believe this.

"Y-yes.." I look down because I am scared to look at him, to look in his eyes.

"Did he really rape you or he just hurt you?" I look at my family, I avoided their gaze and I just look at my hands.

"He h-hurted me but he didn't rape me, it was a-almost but I left that place." His lawyer nod and look at the judge.

"That's all we can ask judge." I sigh heavily and I am shaking inside.

"You may sit." I sit down together with my family. I cried and hug my mom, I can't fight and do this anymore.


"Draven Fontalla is found guilty." My parents stand up and they smile happily while I am looking at Draven.

He look at me and he smile. I cried when our eyes met, the police got him. I mouthed sorry he just smile and he mouthed--

"It's okay, Love. I love you." I bite my lips and cry when he is slowly faded in my sight.

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When everything is done, I run and cry together with my broken heart. My parents told me to do it, it's not true that he hurted me, he never abused me because he loves me so much.

It happened because my parents are rich while he is not, my parents believed that he just used me for his own good, he loves me because of my money but no, he don't.

"I'm so sorry love. I'm sorry baby." I Caress my belly. I am 2 months pregnant, that's why parents had a strength to file a case and make me forced to be a witnessed because they didn't like him for me and because of my parent's connections he found guilty-- that he raped me.

I'm so sorry love, I didn't mean it God knows how much I love you sorry I can't fight for what we have. I'm so sorry.

© Skyler