One day having a mental breakdown like always and wanting to try something new to stop crying. Next day tried cutting. It's just one cut, it wont hurt, I won't get addicted, it's just one cut. It did hurt, never again. After few days, remember how it feels. Cut again. Next day same thing, it's not problem, it's not addiction, just one cut. The other day. Do more, cus it doesn't feel the same as first time or second time. Then do more. The next day do more, and watch it bleed. Then started liking the red on my hand. Then 'the next day'...