Episode one

This is unfair to my entire life but I had no choice to face the race to survive, facing such a terrible responsibilities has overcome to my strength, my story is said and built mistakenly,I was born as an handicap living, I lost my both eardrums,why communicating with my hand,but that it obvious that people know that not only me who ran in handicap race in this life.
My family abandoned me when I was a three years old girl living in a forest. after they experienced great difficulties in every circumstance that can't unable to succeed in life.. They really chose to be facing that life with trepidation. But they are heart hardened, imperturbable and relentless to dispose of me after they discovered the lacking power of hearing and dysarthria. Should I say I make them lose financial properties additionally just to care for me or their hatred of me. Well I considered it to be purely logical when and since I started Living all by myself for fifteen years
I found things really dangerous that injured me so I had to locate the city homelessly. It was hard to feed myself but how can people understand my situation or communicate with me as well? I lived in abject poverty, wandering and huddling to find shelter for the wind.
My greatest pain is all of my living without a tent on me. Due to my condition,I can't find work for myself. Just the rendyear city always had a special day to celebrate on, that when the opportunity comes to feed myself satisfied. My destination is nowhere to be found,if even there is then,to survive is the only key and the right path has to be purely to walk on.
Rendyear city is always deafening as usual, I can't hear it though but feel every beat of noises streaming all through the city,I trek across the crosswalk...