It is a beautiful day...but the question is,is the day beautiful to me?well.... the answer would be 'No', like tell me how would you feel when you're told that you have an uncurable illness on your birthday?.After having arranged my thoughts,the conclusion is i've never really have a good day.I guess it is as always a usual day for me even after knowing it.What would you have been thinking when you're always thinking of dying every single day and your wished came true.For me i was not aesthetic or felt any...