It's over
You have too many issues
You never change
This caught me offguard. This is when i noticed that i would be taking the wrong turn to be like my mother.
My mother for lack of a better word is not an epitome of a female version. She does what she wants talks backs, whenever she feels, she has never been submissive.
Unlike my step mom
Whose all godly
You know what i mean

Its said that time heals, unfortunately for me time never helped.
23rd or 24 th dec 2008 she left.
I saw her pack
And a bike took her infront of our house
We never had a decent gate at that time
It was just a gate
She never said bye
Ill miss you, take care i love you
She never showed any kind of empathy.
So it was me and life and besides me forever will be my mentally handicapped sister
Whom i love dearly.

Days unfold, it darkens it brightens
Being the most thickest student in my class i was only number one from bottom, or when i do very good im second or third last
Not knowing how to read and write
Im in a new school
New mom
And a dad i never knew one on one
A dad who was then violent drastically changed.
A dad that once bet me with his belt because of bursting into his bedroom when beating my mom
And off course new uniform new friends
And better friends like the late aunty Rose.
May her soul rest in peace...