My fears are heavier than my school bag, They weigh much more than gloomy clouds
They lie in the corner of my mind and sometimes one of them pops out like a ghost it whispers, It says, Hi, I am here, I reside in your mind, I am here to tell you the tales of Once upon a time. I have seen you shivering with grief your throat turns dry, your eyes that lack the shine and the grief that wipes at night. You lie in the corner of the room, as your eyes cries every night, you paint your skin with the needle that sounds ticktock like the rhythm of the clock.
You are in pain in despair, you wish to close your eyes with the thought of to never open them again. I grew inside you, I whisper in your eyes, we fight against each other, oh my child, This fight is not against Me and you but it's you vs You. I know sometimes I act mean, sometimes I make you cry till your soul breaks apart. But my dear child I am your constant friend and guide, I am here to make you stronger to make you realize your own worth.
Have patience, don't try to end it all. I am your fear, I am your guide, but I want you to win against you and I know you think that I am cruel, but this fight is you vs you, and it is just going to make you stronger. You are a warrior, you will bled, but you will make through. I lived in you because I wanted to create a warrior. You're a warrior. You are going to make it.

© alpha Stella