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Too late
#MERAISHQ
I blinked as I regained consciousness. I had hit my head hard, or had someone hit me? Then I realised I was holding a bloody knife in my hand.
I tried to remember what had happened but I could only I see blurring pictures in my mind. God ! I shouted as I saw a man lying in cold blood, wait could I have stabbed him?
Tears filled my eyes as I remembered what happened,I was attacked and raped by this idiot but he was so unlucky because I used my pocket knife to stab him after he had satisfied his greed leaving the Innocent me all alone ....I feel am alone in this world I can't take this,I can't withstand the humiliation awaiting me... I cleaned myself and hurried back home keeping a smile on my face ,if only they could see behind those smiles...
Then night came after telling my aunt and uncle good bye,I heeded straight to my room.it was as dark as pitch,I cried and remembered my parents...if only they were alive,why could they be so heartless to leave me in this cruel world... but that's too late because I have decided to end it all
I rosed bravely to the window, letting the cool breeze whisper it wordings for the last time. then I read my suicide note for the last time "soon there would be candles and prayers said I know,let them not weep ,let them know am glad to go...".Then I took the gun I stole from my uncle's room and let my fingers do the job...
Tima