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I LOST HER.😔😔
Hi, I am Alma.❤️❤️😊
I was 16 when joined cheerleading group at school, I became popular through my moves, other girls were jealous but I don't care because I was enjoying the attentions I was receiving😘.
At 12 grade my team won the best cheerleading squad around the whole state we became talk of the town🎉🎉.
I later got a date from one the popular guy in school and from my class, I was on the moon☺️🤭
After the celebration of our winning, things went far between my date and I🤦.
it was three weeks we started dating that I confirmed I was pregnant, I became scared and don't know what to do😔.
I told him but he answered
"y are you so dumb, don't you know what other girls do?"
he said angrily 😠.
"I don't understand what you are saying?" 😢😢💔
"get rid of it, or you want to be a drop, I got so much to do I can't be a father right now" 😠😠 he walked away, my heart was beating, oh my gosh I can't believe what just happened, my parents.....I can't face them, what about my studies ?............. no I have to do something😔😢.
After school that day I went, bought abortion pills.
I took them but the baby was still sitting there very well and tight 😧. I stopped taking the pills, used solo tap on my stomach with pieces of clothes to tie my belly every well and I didn't get cut because I have a small stomach.
Nine months of the pregnancy, before putting to birth I used my savings to buy cloth, a basket baby's blanket.
I went online and learnt how to put to birth on my own and I gave birth to my little beautiful daughter❤️❤️.
She was the most beautiful creature I have ever seen, so calm and peaceful, I held her on my arms, she holds her finger so tight 😢😔, with eyes closed.
I cried so bitterly as I cuddles her, fed her and felt this motherly love but I can't be the type of mother she deserves, my heart was burning.
I dressed her, covered her with the blanket laid her into the basket but my heart couldn't let her go, so I took a pen and paper I gave her a name, (AM BLESS) and a little note says...
" I didn't want you from the start but now you are the only thing I have ever wanted but I can't keep, forgive me, my little angel ( MY BLESS).
I knew to old couples down town with no child, I know they will take good care of her, she will find a home and so much love there, I took her there.
I knocked on the door and I hid myself, I left after seeing the tears of joy in their eyes and swore not to marry or have anything to do with a man again.
13 years later, I made it, I runs a big snacks company, spend my money on my family and myself, living happily, until one day on the news.
I was in my room with a glass of wine watching news, when I saw a young teen been talked about who won the grand price in question and answer competition global not only that, she is also a super star ( celebrate) she sings, dance, so brove when talking, full of dreams and confidence, I haven't noticed her face but seeing the couples,my glass dropped from my hand when I saw those couples I left my daughter at their door, my heart was pounding, tears rolling down looking at that little girl, her smile she looks like me but a lot of beauty all over her, the memories came rushing back to my head.
I went online search all about her, the more I am getting to know about her the more I am regretting all I did at the past but one thing I was happy is to see what she has became.
I begin to think of how to get close to talk to her, ever is just for a day.
I want do something special for her.
I told my manager to get a good building company for kids fun park, everything went well.
On the opening day, people all over the states came it was a very big park, full of wonders that many have not seen but the biggest surprise was the name of the park and I invited my daughter over, made her the special guest, and other kids celebraters.
"WOW!! it's an honor ma'am...... you used my name on it 😲". She said. when she came to park I went to welcome her crowd was everywhere taking pictures, people shutting her name. For a minute I was lost looking at her
" Yes, that's a perfect name of it, you deserve it" sad smile on my face but the documents of the park has her name which she doesn't know.
" you have to do your thing ......on the stage 😔🙂" I want talk to her so much but I don't know how to, I was so shamed of myself.
"sure will, thank you" She reply so happy,I felt her energy.she up to the stage, people's attention turned to her.
"Heeello !!!!!
I hope you know y we are here" everyone cheering for her.
"we love you" some people shutting.
" ya, I love you guys, so get yourselves ready let's rooock it up"
(she singing)
hey !!!
hey hey hey!!!(2×)
I have been so afraid,
to take a step.
when the sun goes down,
My heart beating, am so afraid.
Been hearing stories,
About princesses,
And wonderland.
But I think this gonna be minnne.
Just take a look at me now,
I'm a shooting star,
I am lighting up the daark......
I watched how happy she was, and seeing how happy the couples were while watching her, gave me peace but I regret not being there for her.
" stay and make sure all went well".😔😎I said to my manager.
" okay ma'am" he answered and I left.
Should it continue or end here?🤔
tell me what you think.❤️❤️
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I was 16 when joined cheerleading group at school, I became popular through my moves, other girls were jealous but I don't care because I was enjoying the attentions I was receiving😘.
At 12 grade my team won the best cheerleading squad around the whole state we became talk of the town🎉🎉.
I later got a date from one the popular guy in school and from my class, I was on the moon☺️🤭
After the celebration of our winning, things went far between my date and I🤦.
it was three weeks we started dating that I confirmed I was pregnant, I became scared and don't know what to do😔.
I told him but he answered
"y are you so dumb, don't you know what other girls do?"
he said angrily 😠.
"I don't understand what you are saying?" 😢😢💔
"get rid of it, or you want to be a drop, I got so much to do I can't be a father right now" 😠😠 he walked away, my heart was beating, oh my gosh I can't believe what just happened, my parents.....I can't face them, what about my studies ?............. no I have to do something😔😢.
After school that day I went, bought abortion pills.
I took them but the baby was still sitting there very well and tight 😧. I stopped taking the pills, used solo tap on my stomach with pieces of clothes to tie my belly every well and I didn't get cut because I have a small stomach.
Nine months of the pregnancy, before putting to birth I used my savings to buy cloth, a basket baby's blanket.
I went online and learnt how to put to birth on my own and I gave birth to my little beautiful daughter❤️❤️.
She was the most beautiful creature I have ever seen, so calm and peaceful, I held her on my arms, she holds her finger so tight 😢😔, with eyes closed.
I cried so bitterly as I cuddles her, fed her and felt this motherly love but I can't be the type of mother she deserves, my heart was burning.
I dressed her, covered her with the blanket laid her into the basket but my heart couldn't let her go, so I took a pen and paper I gave her a name, (AM BLESS) and a little note says...
" I didn't want you from the start but now you are the only thing I have ever wanted but I can't keep, forgive me, my little angel ( MY BLESS).
I knew to old couples down town with no child, I know they will take good care of her, she will find a home and so much love there, I took her there.
I knocked on the door and I hid myself, I left after seeing the tears of joy in their eyes and swore not to marry or have anything to do with a man again.
13 years later, I made it, I runs a big snacks company, spend my money on my family and myself, living happily, until one day on the news.
I was in my room with a glass of wine watching news, when I saw a young teen been talked about who won the grand price in question and answer competition global not only that, she is also a super star ( celebrate) she sings, dance, so brove when talking, full of dreams and confidence, I haven't noticed her face but seeing the couples,my glass dropped from my hand when I saw those couples I left my daughter at their door, my heart was pounding, tears rolling down looking at that little girl, her smile she looks like me but a lot of beauty all over her, the memories came rushing back to my head.
I went online search all about her, the more I am getting to know about her the more I am regretting all I did at the past but one thing I was happy is to see what she has became.
I begin to think of how to get close to talk to her, ever is just for a day.
I want do something special for her.
I told my manager to get a good building company for kids fun park, everything went well.
On the opening day, people all over the states came it was a very big park, full of wonders that many have not seen but the biggest surprise was the name of the park and I invited my daughter over, made her the special guest, and other kids celebraters.
"WOW!! it's an honor ma'am...... you used my name on it 😲". She said. when she came to park I went to welcome her crowd was everywhere taking pictures, people shutting her name. For a minute I was lost looking at her
" Yes, that's a perfect name of it, you deserve it" sad smile on my face but the documents of the park has her name which she doesn't know.
" you have to do your thing ......on the stage 😔🙂" I want talk to her so much but I don't know how to, I was so shamed of myself.
"sure will, thank you" She reply so happy,I felt her energy.she up to the stage, people's attention turned to her.
"Heeello !!!!!
I hope you know y we are here" everyone cheering for her.
"we love you" some people shutting.
" ya, I love you guys, so get yourselves ready let's rooock it up"
(she singing)
hey !!!
hey hey hey!!!(2×)
I have been so afraid,
to take a step.
when the sun goes down,
My heart beating, am so afraid.
Been hearing stories,
About princesses,
And wonderland.
But I think this gonna be minnne.
Just take a look at me now,
I'm a shooting star,
I am lighting up the daark......
I watched how happy she was, and seeing how happy the couples were while watching her, gave me peace but I regret not being there for her.
" stay and make sure all went well".😔😎I said to my manager.
" okay ma'am" he answered and I left.
Should it continue or end here?🤔
tell me what you think.❤️❤️
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