I smile and laugh everybody thinks I'm fine but deeply inside I'm very tired of everything. I'm very close to end myself. I'm scared to be missing. But no one would listen cause nobody cared. I'm just dreaming and drinking but when my time comes. Don't feel bad about anything leave me alone I'm not afraid. I'm stronger on the other side but I know I be perfect with the rest. My time will come and I leave the rest. Don't feel empty or sad cause I'm not fucking pretending anymore. I be gone from my past. I be feeling empty but very happy with someone's else saving me.