I always was the advisor, helper, giver, and pleaser until I realized that I wasn't pleased. Giving your all to people can make you happy but also drain your spiritual energy. Feeling alone so I became isolated, angry, and misunderstood. Giving love when it's taken but not reciprocated is like a repeated glass that's keep on shattering, a piercing pain of void that will never end. Love is what I was searching for but couldn't find, I prayed but there was no answers. Never had a true friend, relationship, or bond with anyone...