Today I have decided to try something new for I've grown to feel the hopelessness of my situation. 31 years spent looking in vain for someone that I do not know and does not know me.
I will write to her here and maybe one day she will see.
I wish to tell you that I love you more than I can put into the paltry form of communication. words are so easy to out on paper and yet lacking the actions that give them true meaning they are not but the promise of the message.
But despite this shortcoming I feel I must at least attempt to express the depth of what I see so far in the future held hostage by life's own uncertainty that can come upon us without warning.

I am a broken man less perfect than I could ever hope, and still striving to mend what I myself have broken. I was born...