They laugh they drink liquor on the weekends and laugh at homeless they make jokes about those dying they make lies just so they don't have to help anyone.....

I was punched in the face and punched in the nose an then called a "bitch" because I took it like a champ without trying to hurt anyone in return.

I cried because I felt backstabbed betrayed and ashamed maybe it's because I'm not human and I don't pretend to not feel....

I feel not like humans not like people only doing things for they're own evil intentions....

I seen the difference of doing things out of heart and those thinking that having power can drive out the evil but no it's just igniting a fire and letting grow....

I have to run away get some air and talk to God and tell him I'll be fine and he's not to blame or no one not even myself....

I couldn't hurt anyone I could seek violence I couldn't seek to be a disease that kills as a life consequence.....

I learned in the process of how being alone is much safer and a police hello and good bye is better then gossiping about someone or harsh ideas to harm anyone...

I get angry but my empty hearts only release white butterflies because it doesn't want to keep joy so I turn my angry into sparks like stars falling from the sky to keep broken hearts contempt and to let them know they have themselves and they are important they're own cycle of life.

You mean something to yourself in this world if you want to share it with others do it out of joy lessons or to express only at your will....

A writing pad don't betray you or think your not important if so you create a chain reaction for those that can't find peace with themselves are really lost....
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