There is a monolithic amount
of an eschewed vehemence
within the pillars of my veins,
the arcane fervent she had left
inside my fortuitous heart
was inundating my
robust soul.

I have rejected to show
my existence from
the places where
she used to linger.

But this villainous posture
was makinge me look
rather egregiously foolish.

How shall I return
to whom I supposed to be
from drowning in her
quizzically unhinged glances
to evanesce without a
simple farewell?

How shall I rid of
this ambiguously
unfathomable
ache for having not
what my heart have
grown to desire?

How shall I propel
my heart away
from her
precipitous absences?

How shall I pretermit
my involuted &
byzantine kind of
penchant tenderness
for her?

Perhaps, I must now
lay upon the casket
of that unbidden goodbye.

Closing on the nothingness
that may never truly unfold.

Perhaps again, the coffin
of the false exegesis &
meretricious barmecide
of this avidity affair
shall be enshrouded.

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© D C de Oliveira || Archaic Partings III || September 7 2016 || Wednesday 9.16am
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