The more I watch, the more I see... I need you to complete me? love is the answer love is the key but if you can't love yourself how could even you love me. loving yourself means, messages and selfies and the sort of things. The more i think about it the more it feels weird, but I've always been taught that self love is something to be feared, that arrogance is bad and vanity it's not good, even my watch is telling me to act how God would, "so what should I do, how should i act". I'm supposed to love myself but how do i even do that? I got a trick i picked up from a friend who noticed i was quick to defend when you would say something negative about yourself. you would say "I'm so dumb" and I would d say "you are so brilliant ", you would say "I'm So weak" and I would say "you are so resilient!". And when you said "I feel ugly" and I would say "you are so beautiful". You asked me why I'm so dutifully filling up your cup constantly and yet treating my own cup so irresponsibly. When i looked in the mirror my voice was quiet clear. You are ugly, you are too thin, your hair receding you have got a pimple on your chin. And that was when you gave me a piece of advice that changed my life. You gave me hug and you said "Treat yourself someone you loved". Now i had been writing but i needed to be speak because i couldn't believe that i had been letting myself keep forgetting that i was who I had been looking for and deep in my core i knew it was Time to Stop Looking for more. Until i could thought all my fear and look into a mirror and see clearly that the man looking back at me was the only one who could make me Happy. And I'm Already enough and I'm not anymore special or unique than you that is why here I'm writing it to you. when you start to see, that you will start to be that your world gets brighter, your land get lighter and you can see the life you can be a lover not a fighter and that life is something that we all deserve it because we worth it. And there's no point of telling ourselves keep forgetting no, matter what we say or do we are perfect, and i hope i leave you with a direction correction away from the flaws you see in your reflection they are not flaws to me they are simply protection against all the doubts you have of your perfection.