It was the beginning of that worst year which bring sadness for me. 2k16 March, 1 I got a news at 2 a.m that my maternal grandpa is no more. It was more than a huge heavy box of saddness I was feeling restless, unable to cry because I was the most loving kid of my grandpa. I was the one who is the queen of the house with my nanu. My biggest supporter, my lifeline he is no more. I wanted to cry aloud but I wasn't because my mom has lost her dad. I have to be somehow strong. I went to see my nanu for the last time with shivering body. I was not able to understand what should I do? Should I cry? Then the sound of ambulance enters the street & my heart stops, within a second I started crying like hell. I fall down lost all my body left untouched on the floor. Somehow I managed to see him for the last time. I kept quiet sitting beside him looking his face thousands of questions was running into my mind which has no answers now.

It was nothing than a worst year for me which took my nanu from me forever and ever.

but this was not the end of my sorrow. It's just the beginning.

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Next part will tell you more about what happens next...