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He Fucking Lies...BIG FAX!!!!
"Anton Lavey!" I shouted out of the blue... startling every high person in the room. G.T.S. ( Google That Shit)I quickly googled it... yep... creepy. Mr. Lavey was a eccentric ( to be kind) Satanist. You can Google him. Draw your own conclusions, my friend. Besides looking an awful lot like my late husband, ahe also had similar personality traits. He had this a crazy swag about him that turned me on. He could get anyone to do anything he wanted them to do. Als like Lavey it didn't matter what he said he belueved every lie with his whole heart and made others believe it too. It was quite impressive. And annoying at times.
Being out here I hadn't yet been able to figure out the whole skit side of the game. Seriously I'm a shitty liar. I smile and giggle like a little kid bring caught with their hand in the cookie jar. Out here you follow the skit all the way till the end. Always denying the truth no matter what. Never show them your hand is a phrase I was once told... craziness.
All I had been through with TMoney seemed finally over. I know I'm jumping ahead but I don't want to lose the rawness of my feelings right now.
"You need to get away from TMoney, or one day he going to kill you" I wish I had a dime for how many times I've heard that from friends and associates. I'd be rich. I was compelling brok, distraught and angry. I continually heard this and started to take heed of this grizzly warning. Now adding situations from before and this last incident I started to understand the messages of concern from people. All the way to the associates foreshadowing my demise if I were to stay.
Tmoney has a new found hatred for me. I wonder if there was any love there at all. As if it was a great shot to move up in the Game. I saw nothing of love in his eyes for me but no compassion. Finding storms in others arms or in his absence from me was better than being with me. I couldn't even see a glimpse of the man who said he'd love me forever. I wasn't sure how it was all to play out in terms of leaving him. I was told he was forever my N-word no matter what..huh... the morbid Fax hit me hard..I would die by his hand no matter what I tried to do.. Destiny set by the first I love you
© The Colfax Hustle;The liq, The Trick and The Skit
Being out here I hadn't yet been able to figure out the whole skit side of the game. Seriously I'm a shitty liar. I smile and giggle like a little kid bring caught with their hand in the cookie jar. Out here you follow the skit all the way till the end. Always denying the truth no matter what. Never show them your hand is a phrase I was once told... craziness.
All I had been through with TMoney seemed finally over. I know I'm jumping ahead but I don't want to lose the rawness of my feelings right now.
"You need to get away from TMoney, or one day he going to kill you" I wish I had a dime for how many times I've heard that from friends and associates. I'd be rich. I was compelling brok, distraught and angry. I continually heard this and started to take heed of this grizzly warning. Now adding situations from before and this last incident I started to understand the messages of concern from people. All the way to the associates foreshadowing my demise if I were to stay.
Tmoney has a new found hatred for me. I wonder if there was any love there at all. As if it was a great shot to move up in the Game. I saw nothing of love in his eyes for me but no compassion. Finding storms in others arms or in his absence from me was better than being with me. I couldn't even see a glimpse of the man who said he'd love me forever. I wasn't sure how it was all to play out in terms of leaving him. I was told he was forever my N-word no matter what..huh... the morbid Fax hit me hard..I would die by his hand no matter what I tried to do.. Destiny set by the first I love you
© The Colfax Hustle;The liq, The Trick and The Skit
