agar mohabbat soch samjh kar ki jaati to acha hota na ... dil thode kum toote aur dard thoda kum hota hai
par yeh woh nasha hai jo bina soche samjhe hi ho jaata hai aap ko time hi khaa deta hi yeh aap ko ki aap kuch bhi soche ya samjhe yeh nehsa ek baar kar lo aap is ke gumlam ban joge
aur aap ko pata bhi nahi chalega ....
mera haal bhi kuch aesa hi tha ... soch ki nahi thi bas ho gai thi us se mohabbat ... online .......
sagar ki shaadi ki umar ho gai hai bhabhi kab kush kabari de rehe ho aap meri mom se meri bua puch rahi thi mom ne bhi keh diya ki jaldi hi didi muje apne room mai behte hue un ki baatine sun kar hasi bhi aa rahi thi aur gussa bhi
are meri life hai aur mujh se hi nahi puchta ki mai kya chata hoon
muje abhi shaadi karni hi nahi thi .. mere apne kuch dreams the unhe pura karna tha
bas yehi sab soch kar bas aese timepass ke liye facebook par apni profile check karne laga mai
bahut time baad open kiya apna ac bahut saari request panding thi
check karna laga tabi meri nazar ek profile par rukh gai yeh kon hai mai to ise nahi jaanta maine use girl ki profile open ki bahut ki beautiful profile picture thi us ki .. maine use request accet kar li
diya roy yehi name tha us ka ...
fir ac cloesd kar diya aur college chle gaya
kuch dino baad fir se ac open kiya to usi ladki ki masg aaya hua tha hellooo
maine bhi reply kar diya hello
woh online hi thi use fir se reply kiya r u rahul ??

maine socha yeh muje rahul kuy samjh rahi hai
maine likha no m not rahul
us ka reply aaya ohhhhhh m sorry mai apne ek school frind ko search kar rahi hu muje laga aap woh hi ho
maine bhi khaa it's ok
fir thodi dar tak hum dono hi khaamosh rehe
fir use pucha ki what's your name
maine bhi khaa I'm saagar
usene khaa ok ... bas itni hi baat hui humhari us din
fir mai apne kaamo mai busy ho gaya
aur fir ek din us ka masg aaya
hiii
sorry us din aap ko disturb kiya ho to
maine bhi reply diya no it's ok no need for sorry
use khaa thanku
I'm diya mumbai mai rahti hu aur aap
maine khaa im from Pune
bas us din ke baad humhari baatein suru ho gai
roz us ka good morning bolna mera use apni har choti se choti baat baatna jauri sa ho gaya
woh muje se apni life ki har baat share karne lagi thi aur mai use se ... such bolu to aadat ban gai thi meri diya  ..
bahut hi khubsurat ehsaas tha yeh
din raat use baatine karna use masgess ka wait karna raat bar jaagna use se chat karna meri routine ban gaya tha aur us ka bhi ... ache dost se kab best friend bane aur kab pyar ho gaya pata bhi nahi chlea ... khaa nahi tha abhi us se
kehna tha bas use
ki diya pyar ho gaya hai tum se
socha aaj to bol hi du use se
woh jab online aaygi to
par woh online aai hi nahi us din ...
socha dusre din bol duga par woh pure ek week online aai hi nahi
mai bahut tension mai aa gaya tha
ek ajib se bechaini si thi ajib ajib se khayal aa rehe the mind mai
pure ek week ke baad us ka massege aaya
muje aesa laga jese ise badkar koi khushi nahi hai meri life mai ...
woh video call par thi aur maine us se bol di apne  dil ki baat  ..
diya pyar ho gaya hai tum se ... usne bhi khaa ki woh bhi pasand karne lagi hai muje .. mai itna Kush tha ki Words nahi hai mere pass express karne ke liye. ..
bas fir to roz humhari baatein hone lagi
raatine choti lagne lagi thi muje ab
maine mom ko bhi bata diya diya ke baarye mai
mom ko bhi woh pasand thi
2 saal ho gaye the humhe mile hue
ab humhari relationship ko shaadi mai badalana chata tha mai
diya apne mom dad ko bata do humhare baare mai maine us se khaa
aur use bhi haa bol diya  ..
usene khaa woh Pune aa rahi hai muje se milne yeh sun kar meri to dil ki dhadakan hi rukh gai .... 2 saal ke baad hum milne wale the
mai badi hi betaabi se us din ka wait karne laga
aakari woh din aa hi gaya 10 March Sunday
yeh date hemesha yaad rahegi muje ....
mai ready ho kar use pickup karne ghar se nikal hi raha tha ki use dad ke call aa gaya ki diya ka accident ho gaya hai woh is duniyan mai nahi rahi
meri to puri duniya hi end ho gai ho jese
pagal ho gaya mai yeh sun kar
meri diya muje akela chod kar chli gai
mera pehla pyar mere saat nahi tha ...
aaj use gaye hue 1 saal ho gaya hai
aur mai aaj bhi use send kiye hue masg read karta rahta hoon
jese woh mere pass hi hai
muje kabhi kisi se pyar hoga yeh kabhi nahi socha tha par hua aur bas ab usi ka ho gaya mai
bas ab woh hai us ki yaadiye hai
aur mai hoon
aur dil mai ek dard hai kaash sirf ek baar mile hote hum
.. online mila muje mera pyar
life bar mere saat rehega ....
mera  pyar ....meri yaadon mai ....

बिन दिल के जज्बात अधूरे,
बिन धड़कन अहसास अधूरे।
बिन साँसों के ख्वाब अधूरे,
बिन तेरे हम कब हैं पूरे।
Amy..