Things appeared to be so sober. A feeling of congestion was being felt in the chest. Though wanting to shout and come out things appeared as if there are restraints everywhere. It looked as if one has been tied up in a chain. And it is becoming difficult to come out of the chain. It looked as if one is in a prison but one can’t get out of it. How to move out of this situation. This thought was mongering the mind on an instant basis. Can I come out of this situation? Will things ever change? Do I have a solution at hand? These were the thoughts that was bothering him. This was not the first time. This had happened in the past too. He was hopeful that things might just start changing for the better. Philosophising that everything in life is just temporary in nature started building a sense of hope. But how to address the immediate situation. He felt he can change the situation for the better if he sticks to certain practices. He does certain activities in a disciplined manner. This thought gave him a hope that things can be changed and normalised for the better.
For years he had a sense of victimisation. Someone says something. He gets upset. Initially he used to fightback and argue as to why it is being said and done to him. However, there was a realisation which dawned on him that these were intimidating tactics which were at play. Triggering such situations can make him to do things which were not...