So recap in the last part i said that the guy who ghosted me started texting me again then he ghosted me again. I still love julian and nobody knows of tim and Jessica are together or not. Well everthing kinda got worse but not really if you know what i mean. With gavin shit got complicated it got kinda bad. So my bestfriend jazz pranked me right by saying that gavin told her that he was single and stuff like that. I texted him cause i fell for it i texted him cussed him out for being a douch saying that he was lying saying that he told my friend he is single but tell me u have a girlfriend wtf. Well long story short he blocked me so jazz texted him trying to fix it and he told her that he didn't like me at all not even as a friend and thought i was annoying. At that time i had a fake account so i added him cussed him out in french so he didn't understand. Then he finally texted back saying that i proved his point that im annoying cause he opened his phone to a whole bunch of texts in french and shit. So long story short i dont talk to him anymore and it felt like a breakup sorta so i cried for like 2 days. Now with julian i dont love him at all he is horrible now he dose drugs drinks and is turning into Jessica which is not good 3 times in rehab didnt fix her. Julian and Jessica went back to Kentucky i think. We are thinking Jessica is in jail and that julian is on house arrest basically but we dont know so. I dont feel nad for then cause of the way they are and Jessica definitely needs to be in jail for a bit it might fix her. Jessica turned of tims electric in his house so hes living with us now not great he has to get that fixed. Tim and Jessica are finally over for good now phew atleast i hope everyone hopes at this point. My friends ex called me twice but he finally stopped calling again. A boy said hi to me and wanted me number at a gastation but i was to busy laughing at gis friend cause he had a blonde molet with a black beardmustache it looked hilarious ao i didn't hear him so he thought i was laughing at him. Ruined my chaces with that 1 but it boosted my confidence after what happened with gavin so. Everyone still thinks i talk to gavin and my mom thinks i was dating him. I have been trying to work on myself i have been doing exercises when i can and stuff like that i just need a better sleep schedule thats what i need to work on. In conclusion i dont love julian or gavin anymore i have gotten my heart broken many times but i still kinda tgink bout them at moments and after all the shit that happened im doing ok. So for all those ladies out there that have the same situation or any heart break for that matter i hope ur doing ok start working on urself love urself ur beautiful u can do it everyone loves u and believes in u and u got this. Slay this day girl dont let man or anyone tell u who u have to be or what to wear or what to do u do u boo. You dont have to change for nobody remember that. This advice also workd for boys to so for all the boys out there u got this dude dont change for nobody ok.
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