How am I supposed to ask my father to not leave the house when things used to get worse in the quarrel,and I used to tear up thinking that whom I have to choose,mother always said the house is mine take your daughter and go.Dad used to quarrel and I sat in a corner fearing what next,the answer was very straight dad used to go away for 3months sometimes 6months.I leaved with my mother but in fear that even a small mistake and I could be get hitten like something big has happen even when I lost my pencil in school I was hitten like a animal in anger,no matter what,the grief is always their.Why my mother was not so loving to me like other mother's even though I m the only child they have.They failed to make me realise that I was loved by them.