I imagine this is what is was like when they say, "how could they have killed themselves? They were so happy".
Because this is what it's like. .One minute I am screaming, crying, have intrusive thoughts, wanting to kill myself and other people. Then the next minute I'm smiling and laughing with alyssa and we are talking like regular. See this? The switch! You cannot control it and you cannot control how strong they are.
Say im happy right now. Alyssa and I are laughing watching tv.. she goes to the bathroom and I have "the switch"! I snap, grab the scissors and stab myself in the throat because the sadness gets to strong and now I'm gone.
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