november 12th 2020 10:13am

I canr keep feeling this way it isn't fair. I don't even know if I'm worried for nothing or not. maybe I am crazy. maybe just trying to fix it I'm really just making it worse.
All I've wanted was him and he doesn't want me back I don't think. but doesn't wanna let me go either. it's emotionally draining. it really is so here I am sitting here thinking about sneaking around. my husband is a good man but whatever he is doing or going threw is pushing us apart and I'm afraid th ass t my feelings for him are going to change while he is pushing me away than after he gets over it will want me again but by than I feel like I won't want him no more..hopefully not though I guess we will see.

-holly-