I look at myself and the voice in my head says "what am I fat". A second later I get a flashback from last year in the locker room. The big smile that was on my face is unforgettable. I put the handle down to go outside and realize I don't have my drinking bottle. I walk back to the dressing room and get my drinking bottle. I slowly step toward the door, I take a deep breath. | I'm about to get out of the locker room. Hidden behind my drinking bottle, I walk to the rest of the class. All those eyes on me. I can no longer hide behind my mask like in do every lesson. I want to turn around and hide in the locker room. But that is impossible. Suddenly someone claps and more people are looking at me. I wish I was invisible at the time, but I wasn't. I sit like the rest of the class because of course I'm the last. The explanation starts and I can breathe normally again.
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