Something was different about Mom's outing today! it's was pass 4am and she was not yet home like she used to.
I was worried and restless being that this had never happened before and added to the fact that she misunderstood me earlier.
I told myself to keep calm that she's an adult. But, remembering the fact that she's a drug addict, only increased my thoughts..
Heaven knows that no matter what the world around us thinks about my Mom, I don't give a fuck! it's doesn't change the fact that she's still my only true love.. I love my Mother and believe all of her mess will be clean out by me someday! even if she can't see that.

Every footstep took me out that door...