Blood between my legs it shouldn't be touched. But he forced his way through, what can i do.I cried all night but my mother couldn't do anything because her spirit is not free.She was molested by my own father,others ask themselves on how a husband can rape his own wife,well it is possible because no one in a relationship should be forced to do what the loved my mother he would've respected her decision and not go against my mother's wounded soul.

I guess I am paying for my father's sins , that's why i 've never seen life beyond my eyes.

My uncle has arranged a marriage proposal for me to the Keti family, the richest family in the village. I have to marry their 40 year old son because his wife past away. I don't want to even know what he looks like, i don't need marriage at this age.I know my uncle is a big terrible demon but how can he sell me to an old men.

WHY IS LIFE SO HARD, AND IF THERE ONES WHO PROTECT ARE GONE WHAT DO YOU DO?
Mom i wish you were here.

As i was forced to hold the old men's hand i felt darkness in his soul.Why would he marry a teenager ? Is it because of my beauty that he sees or to feed his sexual desire.
A perfect life exist 's only in our imaginations.There never was a perfect life.

They were done with negotiations and my uncle and the old men gave me sexual smiles.

Why can't i say no ,what's wrong me .I have the right to speak but i am not using it .
Most of us women are afraid to speak because we fear judgement from society and physical men power.
I'll have to find a way to escape before the wedding day. Someone out there give help me i am a blind lost soul.
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I need your comment to give me the idea of a blind wedding day and if you were in this situation what will you do.
Also if you know someone who's going through this situation please help them.☺☺☺
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