She laid in the back of SUV as her friend drove her car. While talking to her other friends on the phone. She thought about his question. What was her heart really wanted? For now she had not believed in what the heart really wants stuff anymore. She really didn't know how to answer it. She did know that she wanted to be loved right. Even then what was really love like? Holding her chest and asking her heart what it wanted. She knew she wanted a lover, a best friend, to be held when she cried, stand beside someone, a good mother and wife and most of all she want to feel or think she was a low life ugly fat person anymore. But to her there was nothing like that. Knowing she was just dreaming of all that stuff. She laid with tears coming down. Trying to cry sofely so her other friend would not hear her. Not knowing if any of that really be for her. Wiping the tears coming down she thought to herself " a girl can always dream can't she?" And thats what she did. Dreaming that one day ill will come true.

Wrote by;Angel Ann
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