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Teen-age Dreams?
Most teenagers of today are suffering from inside mentally or physically or both but if you are please talk to someone..
I am Ai I am an average student, I'm 16 and study in one of the most prestigious international boarding high schools in my city well on my first day in it, people seemed to be comparative with studies and other skills well I won't lie I wanted to fit in, everyone is so perfect with face and brain, well even in summer teacher and students stay in campus for extra studies and skill growing like learning new languages or in music or sports so the student can get a good scholarships, that's one of the reasons the school is love by many parents.
Most of the students came from rich and prestigious or well-known Elite families or students who were pretty good at studies and sports or other skills that had got the scholarship from the school.
the people even with this pressure and stress always have a perfect look and clothes, they smell good and they have their hair done perfectly,So at first I was inspired too to try makeup and style my hair for school to always have a perfect look but something inside me was still missing I wished that I could be like the popular kid who was perfect in every way, teachers favourite students to the beauty models of the school...but the most thing isn't right about the school!? Do all the toppers seem to have connations with the school somehow?
if someone is not perfect enough teachers, parents and society judge them, and nearly a month ago my class jumped out off the roof of the school...the cause well, failed one of her tests and the pressure was too much for her.. well school was closed for few days but the school kept it secret from the public in didn't let the news get out, and the principal announced in the school that the student has accidentally fall off and the police helped a principal.
I am tired of being perfect but I have some friends too, but Gusse it isn't enough for me constant low grades make me lose confidence..I am loseing friends!
Most of the students have bf/gf nowadays, if you don't have you are an outcast and a nerd or just scared of loving. well, I see and hear so many things nobody knows, from rich kids bullying someone to the point Someone dies...
One of the playgirls Amelia is dating the math teacher who just that to take advantage of his students, Amelia but she is too blind to fall for someone double her age! and thinks that he loves her! no matter why she keeps passing her exams even if her don't study,
Olivia was one of my close friends had committed suicide, I was in despair with sadness for many days and could not come out of my room cause I knew she was suicidal from the being I tried my best to stop it, but she told me that she didn't want to live anymore by her own wish, n because her are parents very strict and her boyfriend left her...I tried my best to stop it and almost convinced her to not do it but she got a low grade on one of her recent tests and her parent beat her up and she got into depression again...
Bullying from their parents' money and victims committing suicides and the slots hitting on teachers principals hiding dead bodies do not ruin the school's name parents not care about their kids but care for their fame...
There was a case when a principal's son made a girl pregnant and the girl had to get an abortion even if she didn't want it, the principal supported her son but the girl's parents abandoned her...
I was once too depressed and had cut marks on my hand because of the drama and the pressure I was under and I just wanted to be a perfect figure in front of society so I used to be angry at society for blindly judging others, something I would ask myself where are my teenage dreams and why am I stuck with a paper cutter and covering with clothes my hands in public, but now I know nobody cares about others scars they only care about their-self, But we all are talented and beautiful in our ways, I am a grown-up now I am going to graduate from my college today looking back at my past making feel dumb to not talk to my parents about this situation, I have reported this to the police and as I am going to graduate with honours of my law degree, I will become a lawyer and sue the school for all those who suffered, The experience will traumatize me for a lifetime.
I am Ai I am an average student, I'm 16 and study in one of the most prestigious international boarding high schools in my city well on my first day in it, people seemed to be comparative with studies and other skills well I won't lie I wanted to fit in, everyone is so perfect with face and brain, well even in summer teacher and students stay in campus for extra studies and skill growing like learning new languages or in music or sports so the student can get a good scholarships, that's one of the reasons the school is love by many parents.
Most of the students came from rich and prestigious or well-known Elite families or students who were pretty good at studies and sports or other skills that had got the scholarship from the school.
the people even with this pressure and stress always have a perfect look and clothes, they smell good and they have their hair done perfectly,So at first I was inspired too to try makeup and style my hair for school to always have a perfect look but something inside me was still missing I wished that I could be like the popular kid who was perfect in every way, teachers favourite students to the beauty models of the school...but the most thing isn't right about the school!? Do all the toppers seem to have connations with the school somehow?
if someone is not perfect enough teachers, parents and society judge them, and nearly a month ago my class jumped out off the roof of the school...the cause well, failed one of her tests and the pressure was too much for her.. well school was closed for few days but the school kept it secret from the public in didn't let the news get out, and the principal announced in the school that the student has accidentally fall off and the police helped a principal.
I am tired of being perfect but I have some friends too, but Gusse it isn't enough for me constant low grades make me lose confidence..I am loseing friends!
Most of the students have bf/gf nowadays, if you don't have you are an outcast and a nerd or just scared of loving. well, I see and hear so many things nobody knows, from rich kids bullying someone to the point Someone dies...
One of the playgirls Amelia is dating the math teacher who just that to take advantage of his students, Amelia but she is too blind to fall for someone double her age! and thinks that he loves her! no matter why she keeps passing her exams even if her don't study,
Olivia was one of my close friends had committed suicide, I was in despair with sadness for many days and could not come out of my room cause I knew she was suicidal from the being I tried my best to stop it, but she told me that she didn't want to live anymore by her own wish, n because her are parents very strict and her boyfriend left her...I tried my best to stop it and almost convinced her to not do it but she got a low grade on one of her recent tests and her parent beat her up and she got into depression again...
Bullying from their parents' money and victims committing suicides and the slots hitting on teachers principals hiding dead bodies do not ruin the school's name parents not care about their kids but care for their fame...
There was a case when a principal's son made a girl pregnant and the girl had to get an abortion even if she didn't want it, the principal supported her son but the girl's parents abandoned her...
I was once too depressed and had cut marks on my hand because of the drama and the pressure I was under and I just wanted to be a perfect figure in front of society so I used to be angry at society for blindly judging others, something I would ask myself where are my teenage dreams and why am I stuck with a paper cutter and covering with clothes my hands in public, but now I know nobody cares about others scars they only care about their-self, But we all are talented and beautiful in our ways, I am a grown-up now I am going to graduate from my college today looking back at my past making feel dumb to not talk to my parents about this situation, I have reported this to the police and as I am going to graduate with honours of my law degree, I will become a lawyer and sue the school for all those who suffered, The experience will traumatize me for a lifetime.
