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My second soul
And in the absence of my forever hand, m writing this one just to console my mind, actually making myself a fool to forgive all the memories which I keep remembering from last few days 😞😞
some moments makes me tell oh no!! that shouldn't be a part of you , but still they exist. These days m feeling so lonely 😢 . Not becz I don't have friends and all but actually I lost myself in the battle of thoughts. I don't understand where to start from , where to get finished off . I have a huge family, so much to talk about......but what I do with those pearls who don't have space to shed off except under the shower. I need my second soul ( my diary) to exhaust myself, but this pandemic ruin my life . I don't know m depressed or frustrated , I only know that day by day as the night passes ,m loosing myself and i don't want that. so much to talk about, so much to spitt off, so much to say to yourself,......it's like ,m holding a bag(my heart) for all the luggage( my thoughts) which a small pocket( my mind) can't handle.
For me.......Sleeping while listening song, cursing myself, showering eyes under the shower r not the symptoms of heartbreak and all. These defined me , the exhausted me , when I have a lot to say but not the proper situation to say everything. Not all the time u r thought to share everything to your family or friends , in my case .....I need my own space to spend on myself.And that's what m missing, I don't wanna to cry any more without reason.
I pray to God with a tearing heart 💔 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏 plZz god make me strong and give a chance to meet my soul, and I beg u for it plzzzzzzzzzzz bcz I can't handle this anymore.
© ankii Singh
some moments makes me tell oh no!! that shouldn't be a part of you , but still they exist. These days m feeling so lonely 😢 . Not becz I don't have friends and all but actually I lost myself in the battle of thoughts. I don't understand where to start from , where to get finished off . I have a huge family, so much to talk about......but what I do with those pearls who don't have space to shed off except under the shower. I need my second soul ( my diary) to exhaust myself, but this pandemic ruin my life . I don't know m depressed or frustrated , I only know that day by day as the night passes ,m loosing myself and i don't want that. so much to talk about, so much to spitt off, so much to say to yourself,......it's like ,m holding a bag(my heart) for all the luggage( my thoughts) which a small pocket( my mind) can't handle.
For me.......Sleeping while listening song, cursing myself, showering eyes under the shower r not the symptoms of heartbreak and all. These defined me , the exhausted me , when I have a lot to say but not the proper situation to say everything. Not all the time u r thought to share everything to your family or friends , in my case .....I need my own space to spend on myself.And that's what m missing, I don't wanna to cry any more without reason.
I pray to God with a tearing heart 💔 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏 plZz god make me strong and give a chance to meet my soul, and I beg u for it plzzzzzzzzzzz bcz I can't handle this anymore.
© ankii Singh
