i wanted to be someone special in your life.
yet, i can't be that person.
because it wasn't me that you wanted.

i thought our thoughts, were in sync.
i thought we were good.
but no. someone else existed who was way better.

so i felt for a while that i wasn't enough.
i was so desperate for you to notice me, but even when i was right in front of you... you weren't there at all.

it was more painful to see that even if we were right at that moment, that we could have had our own...