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I blinked as I regained consciousness. I had hit my head hard, or had someone hit me? Then I realised I was holding a bloody knife in my hand. That day everything was about to change. I tried best to stop letting it happen, I succeeded but nothing remained same anyways and I got the title of insane psychopath. That's all just bcuz I wanted everyone to live in peace together, but it turned out I was an outcast and had to die. I did die that day not in real but emotionally I really did. I was so sure to cut my vein until my father ran into kitchen and He Made me throw that knife away. He cares but still I don't want to live anymore ,had enough depression...had enough tears...had enough disappointments . No body can forgive anyone and they all act like pharaohs. I can't live in such cruel world....But when I think about almighty I don't want to be cruel and shameful in front of HIM either...so I'm living and everyday hoping best to change everything by my kindness someday...I know it's possible...cause I pray. I don't worry now...have handed over myself..my heart..all my matters to Almighty. Cause u know HE can do anything. so I'm not sad not losing hope...just tired and Almighty can Restore my strength my life my happiness ...so I pray and I won't do anything stupid like attempting suicide again...I'm loving and living life just for Almighty's sake. HE's my Rock.