am a 16yrs old girl who lost her beloved grandpa,who was with me through it all,like my father denied me and my siblings BT luckily for me he accepted me eventually bt to no avail with the others.My mother raised me singliy,fending for me and my siblings.l always struggled for my siblings,hustling for them,wiping their tears when they were,pple would always emit pity upon us,u know how it is to live in a place where everyone knows u don't have roots and identity whilst u compelled to see him everyday on the street,and u can't even call him daddy bcos dat will be the end of ur life.My father tormented us from all angles,he would harrase us,abuse us physically like the last time he nearly beat my brother to death like he was beaten into a pulp,and now with Grandpa gone this HV taken a huge turn on me,he left me with the burden to solve this issue since he couldn't,my grandma who is affluent and rich always bags saying l should do paternity test while she enjoys her luxury,l now hv to beg for people to pay my sister school fees and as if DAT is not enough l hv to raise money for paternity test to prove something DAT is crystal clear bcos my father knows the truth and he deliberately denies them,my siblings have taken after him,life has not been a bed of roses for me,its hard to strive for something u will never attain.Things a not the same without Mkhulu,people have divided,our home is no longer a place to call sweet home bt its a mental hospital,we constantly live in fear,always alert bcos our father is a monster.Currently am doing form 4 my siblings have commenced with their studies,mom got married and she still in the picture,some people have came in handy,providing emotional,physically support since am am suicidal bcos of all the tormet from my sadist father