Last night I asked him ,"baby,if we break up now, will it hurt less? Or if I block you now,how long will it take you to forget me?"
When I was saying this my heart became heavy and eyes watered. He also knows we are together to be separated. I could tell he was feeling the same as me. Just like me he also doesn't know what we should do. He always says think of the present without thinking of the future.
Our religion is the reason for all these things because I am Muslim and He is Hindu. We can't find a solution of this problem. A thousand questions run through my mind. Society will not accept." What about family?"
Well, tell me what is the religion of love?
We love each other so why can't we be together? Why do we have to break up?
He will follow his religion and I will mine but together.
No, that's impossible. Think not imotionally think practically. What is not going to happen means that is not going to happen.
We have to choose our own individual path. We are not going to be here for each other. We are not...
But I don't know how to survive without him. Does he know? What should I do then?
© Hani