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The lost heart. last half part.
Aiesh: I was just curious about the first kiss and I heard friends have the first kiss together. I need to use the bathroom, please excuse me.

Tiffany noticed Aiesh's ears were red. Tiffany touched her lips and her face turned red when she thought about the kiss she had. But Tiffany felt sad for the reason that Aiesh only kissed her out of curiosity. Tiffany had dinner at Aiesh's house. Tiffany said she wanted to sleep in bed with Aiesh but Aiesh refused and told her to sleep on the floor on the mattress. But Tiffany again refused to do so, so Aiesh decided to sleep on a mattress so Tiffany could have the bed instead. But before Aiesh could move from bed Tiffany came on the bed near Aiesh and hugged her.

Aiesh: What is wrong with you today?

Tiffany: I should be the one saying it first you kissed me out of the blue it's ok even if you kissed me but you said you kissed me just out of curiosity the hell was it? And now you won't let me sleep near you like you hate me.

Aiesh: I love you! I... Hahaha I mean we have been together since kindergarten and are best friends so sure I love you. And ok let's sleep together tonight but let me go you are hugging me tight. Are you gonna hug me for the whole night?

Tiffany: Why? Can't I?

Aiesh: Oh God ok do as you please.

It was difficult to identify whose heart was beating loud they were probably up the whole night.
After clearing 10th grade together came to 11th grade together felt like they would be together forever but forever is just a word with most big values. John Gracia Aiesh's family business partner's second youngest daughter of the same age as Aiesh joins the school. Gracia's family was expecting a son so decided the name before the baby was born but god gave them a beautiful daughter with blonde hair and beautiful hazel eyes. John was pressured to do everything great her family wouldn't accept failures, perfect as her 7 and 8-year-older brother and sister of Jhon. Even after doing hard work, she was a shame for Gracia's family as compared to the Aiesh family. But John never hated Aiesh she was always in love with Aiesh. Aiesh was the only friend John had. She was happy to join the same school as Aiesh. But after seeing Aiesh in love with Tiffany John felt useless for the first time in her life. She was still Aiesh friend but was sad she could not be anything else something more than a friend. Aiesh noticed there was something with John so one evening after school finished while leaving school Aiesh asked John about her problem. They were alone.

Aiesh: What is it? I assumed you were upset about something John.

John: Huh?! Why? What is wrong with me? Everything is fine. You are misunderstanding.
John was about to leave but Aiesh was not done talking so she held John's hand when she was about to leave.

Aiesh: It's hard to see you like this what is wrong with you, please tell me.

John: Nothing I'm fine.

Aiesh: Tell me. I won't let you go until you tell me.

John could not hold on anymore.

John: I love you!!! You got that I ...I love you, I love you so much but you love Tiffany.
John starts to cry she feels like she lost her world. Aiesh hugs her.

Aiesh: I'm sorry it's all my fault I'm sorry you can cry as long as you want I am with you.

"Don't cry if you fall you will get hurt that's so obvious. You are so dumb and", "You are so useless you never come 1st in the field you compared with Aiesh Griffen why? Aren't you tired of losing to her?", "Huh! Are you my daughter? If you are why you are not like your siblings you are just a bad influence on your little sister."
These were the only words John received from her family but it was only Aiesh who consoled her. John never felt bad about losing to Aiesh.
A classmate sees Aiesh and John hugging and spreads rumors about them dating.

Tiffany: It's not true they are not dating.

Emma: Is it so? How do you know?

Tiffany: What?

Isha: Of course because they are best friends Aiesh sure told Tiffany everything right Tiffany?

Tiffany: Everything...? She didn't tell me anything about yesterday. Even anything related to her and John.

Emma: What is wrong even if they are dating everyone is open about this stuff now and they are perfect together.

Tiffany: T-Together what do you mean by that?

Isha: If I think about it it's true both are rich and are childhood friends even their families are business partners.

Afterward at Aiesh's house in the evening. In Aiesh's room.

Tiffany: I can't stand it!

Aiesh: What is wrong with you let me go why are you lying to me? Leave my hands.

Tiffany and Aiesh were doing homework but Aiesh lay on the bed to take a bit of rest it was then Tiffany came upon her and held her hands.

Tiffany: I won't. I won't let you go either now or to John.

Aiesh: W-What What are you saying on the earth? Leave me LEAVE!

Stephen and Cia enter the room after hearing Aiesh's screams. And get surprised to see Tiffany over Aiesh.

Cia: WHAT THE- What is going on here girls?

Stephen: Wow I always thought that Aiesh could do something like this but Tiffany could sexually harass Aiesh like this. Not expected. Damn.

Aiesh: MA! PA! Please, help me to escape from here.

Tiffany: I won't let you go I told you yet you think you can leave?

Cia: I guess you girls will figure out things yourself. Let's leave Stephen my suitcase is still in my car.

Stephen: But I already took it out.

Cia: Let's go.

Stephen: Ok. Good Luck Aiesh! Papa is rooting for you.

After Aiesh's parents leave. Aiesh and Tiffany sit on the floor. Aiesh starts to cry.

Tiffany: Wait are you crying for real? I never saw you crying before.

Aiesh: You have no idea how I feel. How I always felt towards you. You don't know how hard it was and it is for me to hold back. It was always so painful whenever I tried to hold back from holding you. You know nothing.

Tiffany: Then tell me tell me everything. And.....don't don't hold back you can hold me... as you want. I won't say anything. Honestly, I want you to hold me and stay closer.

Aiesh: Go. Go home now.

Tiffany: What?

Aiesh: Hey I'm saying you first and last time don't play with my feelings.

Tiffany: But Aiesh-

Aiesh: DON'T MAKE ME REPEAT GO. JUST GO.

It was the first time Aiesh raised her voice.
Tiffany leaves her alone.

After a while.

Cia: Why did she leave did you fight?

Aiesh: I'm sorryyy. Ahhh it was my once-in-a-lifetime chance to hold her. But I felt like I wasn't ready to have her.

Cia: Wait so you never had sex? You are already in 11th.No fun.

Stephen: What are you talking about she is too young for anything.

Cia: Huh.

Stephen: Don't "huh" me Aiesh is not a pervert unlike you.

Aiesh: You guys pay attention to me right now.

Cia: Okay our daughter is asking for attention.

Stephen: But what exactly happened kid?

Aiesh tells everything to her parents.

Cia: Jhon was such a gloomy kid always. She suffered so much that I hated her family.

Stephen: You need to confess your feelings properly and ask Tiffany out.

Cia: I will order the marriage hall and rings and all other marriage arrangements.

Stephen: Wait CEO Griffen you are rushing too fast. Slow down, Ma'am.

Cia: But Why?

Aiesh: I can't marry her not now first I want to be as qualified as to be with her.

Cia: You are rich what else is important?

Stephen: Experience and maturity.

Aiesh: I'm leaving.

Stephen: Where to?

Cia: To her to-be-wife.

Aiesh: Right.

Stephen: Give me a break you ladies have dinner go to sleep soon and wake up early do everything tomorrow.

Aiesh: Nooo.

Cia: This man is no fun but he is right to do tomorrow I need a night to prepare for marriage.

Stephen: No one is getting married. Please.

Cia: It's ok, it's ok. Chill.

Tomorrow morning Aiesh first went to Tiffany's house to propose to her. In Tiffanie's room.

Aiesh: Hey I'm sorry for yesterday.

Tiffany: You got something to say right?

Aiesh: It's hard to tell when I started to feel for you but I feel like I was always in love with you I tried my best to be your number one. I was not upset whenever I got hurt I only cared about you I was only scared and worried for you. I was scared you might end up being with someone else. You liked kids so much I thought you would never choose to be with me. I only worked hard so I could be worthy of you.

Tiffany: Then why you were with John the day before yesterday? What about your family?

Aiesh: I love you that's the only answer.

Tiffany: T-that's not fair. You...you should answer me.
Aiesh: I love you, I love you. Do you love me?

Tiffany: I do. I love you too. Sure I do. But what about John?

Aiesh: I will talk to her later.

After a few months, Aiesh and Tiffany saw a love story movie. After the movie finishes.

Tiffany: Aren't all movies based on romance the same?Boring?

Aiesh: No, not in my eyes. Romance means working hard for your lover, fighting for your lover, sacrificing for your lover. But in the end, you are doing everything for yourself for your life as your lover is your life. And every love story is unique yet they are the same. John understands that you are the sun in my life.

Tiffany: Sun? How?

Aiesh: Haha...we all humans are the moon and we all need a sun behind us for our light. We all need someone as our happiness source in our lives. You are my sun and I'm of Jhon.

Tiffany: You are my Sun. I feel so annoyed that my sun makes someone else shine too. But it's not something bad. But I want the whole of you.

Aiesh: I'm yours.

Thank you for reading.

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