it all started from a birth of a second girl child in an orthodox middle class family ..... where a boy child is always a desire for them .
so, again within a year and a half another child was born which was a boy and with that the family became complete for them ..
but what abt the that girl who was just a year old and knewed nothing but was seperated from her mother as she had an infant to take care .
it started with ignorance .... jab us choti si ladki ko nend nai ati to taki wo kisi ko disturb na kare use khud se Sone bol diya jata tha by moving from one side to another .
mrng and afternoon me use tie up karke rakha jata tha with a rope taki wo baby ko hurt na kare.
then tino bache bare hone lage . but har time us larki ko inferior samjha jata koi bhi chize ati for all three to pehle chta bhai bari behan select kar ke le lete phir jo bachta wo use milta . ye sari chize use hurt to karti thi but wo kuch bolti nai thi .
sabka birthday celebrate kiya jata but uske birthday pe bus use paise de diye jate the aur use kaha jata tha ki jo kharidhna kharid lo but.....
ek bar ka birthday me use aise hi rs.100 diye gaye to get something for herself. uski di bhi uske sath gai becoz she was very small . waha gaye to us larki ko barbie doll ki set leni thi becoz uske pas tha nai and kise Barbie dolls pasand nai ati ..... but
uski bari di ko ek showpiece pasand aya jo ki wo lena chahti thi so unhone us larki se kaha ki wo barbie doll nai balki ye showpiece legi but us larki ko wo showpiece pasand nahi aaya to usne insist kiya barbie lena ka aur leke ghar aa gai . but ghar ate hi uski elder sis ne mummy ko complain kiya and mummy ne us larki to bahut mara and barbie doll ka set chin liya aur elder sis ko kaha ki wo is set ko deke wo showpiece le aye jo use pasand tha ....
bus us larki ne uske bad apna birthday manana chor diya. har sal uska birthday kuch na kuch buri yade leke ata aur aur bhi buri yade de jata.
wo larki ka name sana hai and it's my story .....
Dhire dhire time gujarta gaya aur sana abb ek choti bachi se bari hoti gayi . uski schooling suru hui uske dost banane shuru hue . ek bahut hi sweet frnd bani rajbeer wo punjaban thi wo dono kab achi se bahut achi frnds bani pata hi nai chala ....
hum dono ek dusre ko letters likte and har ek choti bari games enjy karte
but ye khusi bhi jada dino ki nai rai hald hi rajbeer ke papa ki duty kisi aur city me shift ho gai aur rajbeer ko school chorna para aur humne last time ek dure ko letters diye.and goodbye kiya.
phirse wai akelapan ......
meri bhi school change ho gai ek naya environment naye log ...
ek nayi suruaat hui life ki journey ki kai dost banane shru hue masti honi shru hui .... aise hi school life chalne lagi ... class 5 me thi me jab mujhe mere1st crush ek sir me dikhane laga us time to kuch samajh nai ata tha ki kyu aisa feel kar rai hu .... sir ke class me ate hi ajib safeel hona try karna unka attention seek karna .... phir kuch time bad samajh aya ki ye bus ek infatuation tha aur kuch nai ..... phir ayi ek senior ki entry .... Justin Smith ........ my first crush love jo bhi keh lijiye ........ he was a Christian smart handsome fair and very happyyyy person ....but uski ek leg ki feet was having some genetic issue jiske karan wo thik sechal nai pata tha but uski personality was so charismatic ki koi bhi dur reh hi nai sakta tha ......
mai bhi uski secret admirer kab ban gai pata hi nai chala.