The irrational fears seem to creep in, no matter the cost is laid.
The past keeps daunting and nights of tears and days of the 'Call of the Void' is dragged along.

As 'titled' as it needs to be, she seeks.
The Prayers heard, she rejoices.
The nights seem to be reason to believe,
the tears, the reason to understand.
and the fears, the reason to live.

As she finds a new hope and a renewed Grace,
Her soul wants to be unconditioned.
and just live to love.
Her heart knows that it wants.
and it's hope is not just pursued to be decided.
But also desired.

Yet, waiting in silence.
She cannot contain.
But wishes to express.
'How much she wants to love him.
and never let go of the love she has found.
Since it was God who initiated it before she realizes.'

"I see it clearer and I feel so right this time. Perhaps I'am meant to Love you. And perhaps, I'am in Love with you."
Her heart wispers hoping one day soon, he will know it too.

-sese (23-05-2020/8:57pm)