All I've wanted in life was to have beautiful body so men would be attracted to me. Because let's just be real. In this generation, there isn't any man who would love woman with not pretty body. So I started to live like that too. Somedays I even stopped eating so my body could draw more attention from men. I wanted them to praise my body. I wanted someone to praise me, to adore me...

...but never to love me.

Love. Such a cruel word. Being stuck with only one person for lifetime seemed boring. Because which man can love a girl, then having her as his wife, seeing her saggy belly after she give birth, seeing her body aging through the time, and then still love her the same way as he fell in love with her for the first time?

It's better just to be pretty, not married and having men to chase you even at older age. Cause here doesn't exist thing as love...

...only lust.
© EvaB