she yelled at me......as if i had killed someone..and i run because i respected her so much.🙄🙄.she had never loved me since she set her eyes on me.....but had to pretend for the sake of my dad.
she thretened to take away my life severally but I prayed......i was a prayer warrior.........until a day came and she decided to break it to my dad. "your daughter is so tough,she doesn't like me,she is this she is that.if i had power i would make her silly so she could sit here and never do anything on her own"

my dad could not hold to that since my mama had died few years back.he got angry and walkef out.....but goodluck i had listened to their conversation and recorded her words.so she came to me telling me of how dad was tough..........😭😭
so i called dad and that woman who was my fathers girlfriend.and a friend of dad and i sat them down.....
😭😭i really wanted someone who could act as a witness.so i made them listen to the conversation.....and she knelt begging to be forgiven.
my heart was broken.............but what hurt me more is .........my real mother was dead.how were we to live with this step.....would i ever forgive her????was in a dillema...........i cried and prayed .................but then i said to myself shanny relax its life.....further more she aint your mother..............
so this remided me of a song she always sang just to quote the words." you will leave your people and die.........but i canever be a mother to a childless.............always never forget i canever be your mama...yours is dead"

😭😭but the world thou".........
© shanny loue