I had already experienced being lied to, stolen from, and punished for things I didn't do by my new stepfather. It took decades of work to come to terms with what was done to me. I can only say that every single word in each of my stories published here are absolutely true. I have never suffered from hallucinations, and have never been delusional. I will extend the courtesy of warning the reader that many things I write about will undoubtedly be disturbing. With that in mind, I continue my work of telling the many stories of my childhood.

I was told by my mother that she and he were going on a trip for their honeymoon. Of course having been back living with my mother who used to be my sister according to my adopted grandparents for a few months, I wanted to be with her. I was told no, but that night in Higashi Zushi Japan, my new stepfather came and asked me if I wanted to come with them and that he would talk to my mother about it. What he did was lie to her as usual. In front of me, he told her that I threw a fit, and refused to be left behind. In reality, although I didn't say a word I was never allowed to throw a fit or demand anything so the whole thing was distasteful to me, and I had no choice but to go along. My mother insisted on the way to the little Inn we were headed to, that he slow down and pull closer to the side of the snow covered road so she could snap pictures of the 2 Japanese business men in their suits and trenchcoat peeing on the side of the road. I wanted to hide.

We arrived at a small Inn near the base of Mount Fuji. It was off season so there really wasn't anyone around but a couple of staff people. We slept on the floor, and when I awoke I was alone. I was hungry and who knew where my parents were...so I searched until I found the maid there cleaning and readying the place for closure for the season. She was very nice to me. Since my parents weren't around, and didn't say anything before they left she was pretty puzzled by the chain of events. ...