i thought I couldn't forget you, couldn't go on without you!
i thought you were the answer to all my desires.
I thought that you made me a whole!
funny how I cried over your shadow.
funny how I created monster within my bones.
funny how I saw myself in the mirror.
so fragile, so ugly!
but little did I know I was phoenix!
and beneath those ashes it was a new me.
so powerful, so beautiful!