So much time hoping for love waiting for prince charming being patient with it because the real stuff is worth it takes a lot more time when it close to being perfect, getting my hopes up and then disappointed. Getting all to familiar to the let down it seems to be the main theme of what I'm experiencing, but live and I learn I guess, followed my heart it caused stress made a mess, reached out for help, they did their best, I'll pave a new road and find my right place in a whole new world of mine in my own space.