There is a place within darker than anyone would care to go. If you look past her sad green eyes, through the memories, down into the deepest caverns, you'll find it. And if you happen to actully make it down there, don't be fooled, all the pain had created something inside her that she's kept locked locked away. it has been known to kill, kill any light trying to seap through. The bravest have run away and the toughest have fallen to there knees. Through the years she has learned to supress it and keep it hidden. Its when she falls asleep does she realize that she can only keep it down for so long. Making it's way almost to her reality turning her dreams into nightmares, reminding her that there is a special kind of hell that awaits her. She knows it wont ever leave her, not completely. This thing is apart of her, without it she could possibly die. Little does she know that the light insider her is stronger than ever! Her light is her true eternity. Her true self. Always protecting her. She thought she had to shed this darkness to be whole. it is only through facing this dark did she come to understand that in order to be the light you must first walk through the darkest places. To be the light to guide people out of the dark you must embrace the dark. And you you're able to make it out still breathing, don't tell her what you know just hold on to that and wait to see the day when her true self, of love and strength will rise up more beautiful than you could've ever imagined. A person can only come to understand and appreciate some of lifes hard lessons by being beaten down and completely shattered and heartbroken. She has been beaten down and shattered, she has truly been heartbroken living in pure agony. She has walked into darkness only to be burnt by its sudden burst of fire!
there is a special kind of beauty that comes from this.
From the fire she is reborn!
© JasmineShockey