No sleep again because of my bladder issue I hate using the restroom at night. I'm glad I get to wake up abit these nightmares are not an easy thing to get by. I hate falling asleep and waking up in this creepy alley's.....
I hope I'm not troubled by those demons again...
They stare at me and just sit by... I am not afraid only bothered by the way they don't communicate almost as if they only want too hear me and my stupid issues...
Before I fell asleep the girl I love called me to tell me she was breaking up with me and didn't care about me anymore. Before I could say anything she hung up... . Too keep my mind away from such torment I decided to check out my email hoping indeed had good news of any hiring opportunities. I didn't have one mostly declines and the only jobs that want to hire me are in Los Angeles..... I stayed away from people I could use the word "friends" with. PTSD and schizophrenia sucks and it's created demons that just stare at me and don't say anything. I decided to take a walk to the store to purchase medications that get me high and I didn't hesitate. I began to play an instrumental so I can began my singing and as I did I noticed that these glowing eyes began to be visible from the walls.... The more I sang the more they were visible and when I'd stop they would disappear....
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