dark times
they come and they go,
they ain't got no light,
though they carry a mask,
a certain personality type,
we like to show
it's not what we chose,
its something we acquire, something not many will understand,
and thats ok,
cos we have the gates waiting
with open hands,
don't need your sympathy,
no need for concern,
this is just a journey
we have to take
it's now my turn,
it's now my time,
I can't pretend
I want this
I can't pretend it's how
it's meant to be,
but it is what it is
and it will be what it will be,
life is a journey
we all have to take
different routes we go alone,
we all have a different path,
sometimes we collide,
soemtimes we don't,
those very few that don't
are the lucky few,
the chosen few,
to succeed and take the lead,
the rest of us are just gum on their shoes,
the dirt upon their feet,
we ain't nothing more
or nothing less
we just ain't even a thought in anyones head,
unless they believe it's the end,
though the words I've spoken
have been taken in vain,
they took it all as a sin,
but it isn't pretend
I was crying for help
I was screaming from within,
nobody heard a word,
it brought out a evil girl,
that bitch is gunna be heard
it brought out my twin,
I can be sweet
but then again
who can't be?
i can play along like all is,
its meant to,
but I can't pretend
this is my destiny,
cos I feel it within,
I feel it is not my reason for battling this isn't my purpose for living, but you
somehow you was
but you
burnt it all
when you crushed my world,
all I knew, now gone
my soul
U stole,
i can't even pretend I can imagine tomorrow,
cos I can't,
how do I survive this,
I can't!
I refuse!
I refuse
to live another day in this life,
I'm sorry to those I love
and
to whom may love me
just know
I need peace
this life I'm living I need to be free I'm losing my sanity,
as Prozac says and Id have to agree
"maybe death will finally cure me,
never thought I'd leave this early" but it is what it is
31 today
my birthday
well so they say
but I can't even think clear
life is a mess
I said I was built for this shit
but I lied
I ain't built for this shit
I aint strong enough to fight any longer
it's been over a century
I'm done
I'm out
white flag has been raised
don't make me continue on this journey of your slave just let me rest in peace cos I'm in pieces from this doomsday !!!
© sandiiRsalt