I finally got her calm enough to see that it wasn't me she was afraid of. She was lost in a dream about the fear she felt that night. Oooh, how I am so happy she didn't remember. I held her in my arms, praying again that she never remembers the truth about that night. I have never felt like I feel for her. Not even for my own mother. We woke up and she was calm and happy, so I decided right then and there to find out what I could do to make sure she was never caught in the throes of that nightmare again. So I began researching what it is I can do to keep the nightmares away. Hours on hours, I researched and only found one thing and it wasn't a guarantee to last forever, but for now it would have to do. As I set about making sure I had what it would take to keep her away from from that nightmare. Our lives got to what I believed to be the happiest point in our lives together. She is pregnant, and the pills I have to give her will not harm the baby. My new problem is in 9 months, while she is in the hospital how would I be able to make sure she did not miss not one pill. I would have to make sure it was oked by her doctor for her to be given them. So once again, I began researching, and I believe I have found a way to be sure her doctor was going to be ok with her taking this medicine that I have invented to keep my beautiful wife mine, forever. I will go over it one more time and then I will put the plan in motion.
© Matilda Hodges