This a story about me.

My relationship life has always being a mess.No love but sadness.
it all started when I was 15 yrs old, I was in ss1 then in phelim high school. I use to be the quiet type,I never had time for boys but I had crushes. I had only 5 friends named precious,praise, Aisha, melody and Tracy. we were not really close like that because they always lookdown on me, they always gossip about me am not with them. I was really sad but I decided to not care because I knew very soon I would find a friend who would understand me.
Well I use to have a bestie before wen I was in primary school. her name was praise Gabriel. We were really close, we had alot of things in common. people get jealous of our friendship.. until our primary 5 graduation. it was the best day of my life being close to the ones I love. I was happy that me a praise were going to the same secondary school but I guess we werent. it was unexpected I never knew I was going to loss my best friend, I thought we were never going to be separated but they just had to take her away from me. She left to another school. I never saw her again I didn't even get her number or were she was staying. Our friendship just died like that. But I never forgot about her. I just pray were ever she,is shes okay...
So after all that, having close friends became hard for me...