Ashfur stared at the raven, wanting immediately to run to him, nuzzle into that familiar scent and kiss him but everything in his body told him no. "Crow.." he said staring into his indigo eyes. "How.. Have you been?" Crowfeather asked. "Okay." Ashfur said. The raven tilted his head, sensing something was wrong. "Just okay?" He asked. Ashfur gulped. "Compass passed recently." Ashfur said. "The dreams are getting out of control, I'm cutting.." Ashfur said. "I'm sorry Pip." Crowfeather whispered. "Keir doesn't know.. Me and Hollyleaf made an agreement." Ashfur admitted. "Gibbs doesn't know that your cutting?" Crowfeather asked. Ashfur shook his head. "Your back to lying?" The raven asked. Ashfur looked away. "It's not...