it started years ago when I first started messing with drugs My Life Begin to get a little harder as the days went by I started seeing myself lose so much of my happiness, my dreams all the love I had in me where did it all go everyone knows that this drug only takes you to a dark place a place you never want to be a place of Darkness, hate, fear ,loneliness into a world wherel you fight to stay alive because this awful disaster in my life has destroyed my family, my friends, my marriage, my relationship with my children it has tooken the laughter of my grandkids away from their parents this drug has taken so much it destroys everything that you work so hard for it takes all your hopes and dreams and turns it in to a memory that you're trying to hold on to. but it's like it's fading away in my head leaving me trying to hold on I can't seem to think of how I let this destroy what matter to me the most is my family and for me to fight this addiction thats so hard to let go of it's tooken all my hopes and dreams and turned it into a nightmare and has put me into a place I never wanted to go again a place that's so dark and it feels like it's holding me down trying to take my soul and broke my heart into a million pieces How can I fight this how do I begin to understand why this addiction has done so much to me and my family I need to find Hope so I can have faith to hold on a little longer to find my strength I look around and all I see the sadness this drug has done so much to all the people I know around me even myself I want to fight this life of Darkness it scares me to know what it has done what is still doing to me and my children God help me find the strength to fight this disaster in my life help me fix my Broken Heart and find Hope so I can find my strength to Hold on ONE MORE DAY
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