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nahi zindagi...
thi jagruti.jho sabki bari meh sochti thi.kabhi apne bari meh nahi sochi.
ek din woh seher padne ki liye gayi thi.
bichari kho yeh bhi nahi pata tha ki waha kya bhasa bolthe hai.
kisi apne dost banayegi...
woh padne ke liye school join ho gayi thi.lekin bichari ka koi dost nahi tha.jisse baat karti tho sab ajib dekhte the kya kare.jagruti ne soch ki ab nahi tho baad meh baan legey dost .
class meh top aagayi thi lekin ushe sab jalthe the .kyuki usko bhasa bhi tho nahi aatha tha .jagruti ne soch ki first language seekleti hue baad meh dost banavughi.kisiko kuch nahi bolti thi koi kuch bhi khehe chup chap sune lethi thi.
ek din aisa aaya ki kuch dost bane the aur woh sabko kuch rakhne chali .
lekin vaha ke dost tho bohut selfise the.kaam hoti hi ghayab ho jate the.
ushne school complete kiya aur clg meh bani ek dost jho sabse pyari harika.jho jagruti ko kush rakhti thi
ek din dono meh jagada hogaya usme jagruti ko lung ke bone meh lagjata hai.
lekin jagruti himmat nahi hari thi kisiko bataya bi nahi.jagruti hamesa deppression meh raheti thi kyuki uske pass koi nahi tha kuch share karne ke liye bichari ek dam akeli rehe gayi thi .
life meh problems akheli solve karti aayi thi.ek din uske life meh ek dost aaya phir ushne soch ki sayad yeh aacha dost hai.dono apne problems share karte the achi dosti thi lekin ek din aisa hua ki woh dost bina kuch bhataye chala gaya.jho phele masoos karti thi akele phir se vesa hua .uske dost aur bhi the lekin uske dil ke karib kuch hi the .
phir jagruti ne soch ki dost kuch nahi hote hai sab apne matlab ki liye hote hai.
lekin jho dost ab ka tha woh acha tha lekin kyu dard deta thapata nahi.phir jagruti ne soch liya ki aaj se koi dost nahi apne bari meh sochughi aur kisi par bharosa nahi karughi.
khud par bharosa karna thik hai kyu ki koi hamara saat nahi dega dard ke siva kuch nahi dega
iss liye apne aap paar bharosa kijiye aur kisi par nahi.....jagruti samj gayi aap kab samje ghe..take care of you ...kisi ke liye depression meh nahi jana ok usko wahi chod dena aur aaghe badana thik hoga....