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The Broken (full story)
I layed there in total silence. Never before had anyone broken my heart. I guess mother was right, a boy really is only after one thing. I eventually got up and walked to my closet "hmm" I pondered. I have so many hoodies, pink, blue, orange, yellow, rainbow, black. "Definitely wearing black hmm extra large." I thought to myself. I walked out the closet and plopped back on my bed. Tears slowly began to roll down my face
"I wish I never woke up" I yelled as I layed in my bed crying. My mom must have heard me yell it and burst in my room. " Who hurt you" my mother says in a country accent. " nobody hurt me ma, I should have taken your advice when you said it. Instead I fell in love and got dumped." She sat next to me on my bed covered in tears. " Oh sweat pea, I'm so sorry that back stabbing city boy didn't work out. I knew he was no good from the start." she says with a caring aggressive voice. I layed there thinking. Maybe he had a good reason, maybe he's moving again he did say he moves a lot. As I was thinking my mother patted the back of my head and smiled. "There's other chickens in the farm. He's just a first they'll definitely be more." I just knew something wasn't sitting right. I nodded and she walked off leaving the door open behind her. "UGHHH" I moan slowly dragging myself across the floor to close the door. Walked slugishly back to my bed and continued thinking. I just knew there was chemistry between us and I'm surely going to find out what happened. If That's the last thing I do. Sadly I still have to leave my bed for virtual school. The next morning I woke up with super puffy eyes,from all the crying. I sat infront of my computer and turned my computer off. Soon school began and my teacher was just blabbing her mouth off. Piper walked in my room, Piper is my mom's girlfriend. My mom's pansexual so she married a girl. Piper is a red head, green eyes with the smoothest voice. " Darling I heard about the city boy. If he really loves you he'll stop by and tell you exactly what happened. Darn tootin your mother will say something if you don't darlin. " Piper says as she closes the door. I pondered on that sentence for awhile. Maybe she was right. After school I'll definitely go to his house. Maybe he'll let me in. Finally school ended and I quickly put on my pretty dress I could find. " I'll be back guys I have to go confess my love for Derrick." My mother looked at me. " Forget that city boy he's no good if it was up to me you'd be dating Thomas. " says mom aggressively with passion. Piper looks at me " Olive is one adorable kiddo you'll make a great sister in law for that little urchin." she's says with a wink. As I'm walking I see Thomas. He immediately drops Olive and runs toward my general direction. Now I surely did NOT like him, and I refuse to ever date him. No matter how much my mom had a good point. I ran towards Derricks house as quickly as possible. He was already outside, he took one glanced at me and his facial expression changed as he yelled " LEAVE ME ALONE I HAVE FALLEN IN LOVE WITH BRITTNAY AND SHES SO MUCH RICHER THAN YOU WILL EVER BE WITH YOU COUNTRY SELF. " I balled my fist and shouted " IF I WASN'T IN LOVE WITH YOU I'D BEAT THE PIG SLOPE OUT OF YOU!" I ran room away, face covered in tears. I got home and my moms' asked me what's wrong. I rolled my eyes at them ran into my and slammed my door shut. Of course I liked it because I knew Ma was coming with the curiosity and the anger. Who knew I could be just that dumb. Maybe I wasn't meant for love. I had dosed off after I finished crying. I awoken later in the day to hear Derricks voice in my kitchen. I truly I zero motivation to care anymore, just as long as he stays away from me I'm fine. Then I heard footsteps coming near my room door. "Noooo." I thought to myself. why does this always happen to me, why can't I just be normal and happy without the pain of a guy. They knocked on my room door interrupting any and all my thoughts. "Darlin' Derrick here would like to talk to you about there last few weeks and days please get dressed and come out to the barn. " Piper says in a whisper tone. I'm assuming Ma is still sleep and she doesn't want her to get involved, or that's not what's really going on. I put my button up checkered shirt on, my favorite pants with holes in the knee areas, my boots with the golden horse on them, and slowly walked outside to the barn. Dragging all sadness and anger behind me. Derrick was standing there petting MY favorite horse, who does he think he is, disrespects me then pops up in my farm touching my horse. "Ah there she is, love Derrick wants to learn how ride a horse. We're going to sell here Lucky for big bucks to him so we can renovate the farm." I stood there in disturbed, how could she sell my favorite horse. " Have you even thought about this. That's Ma's first horse, my favorite horse, even you love Lucky, Why are you selling her!" I said astonished. Piper looked around with sadness feeling her eyes. I knew the far needed to be redone and I knew we were going to need food for our animals, but why this horse we have twenty others. "I love the horse it would look great on the city everyone will admire Lucky, We'll give you $600,000 for this girl." Derrick said with a smirk. I then knew he knew what he was doing. He was stealing my horse for me to have to fight for it back. He wanted me to follow him with my horse and I surely was because I love her, and maybe there was a reason to why he dumped me, hopefully I'm about to find out. As he was leaving Ma woke up and Piper told her everything. Ma was happy to have the money but she had sadness in her eyes for losing Lucky. She still smiled and they began to discuss what was the plans for the farm. "I'm heading out I'll be back later." I shouted running out the door, not too loud I didn't want Derrick to know I was following him just yet. Once we arrived to his house I quickly dashed yo the area for which he'd be keeping Lucky. Wow, this place he's so many horses, maybe he actually wants the horse and not me. My thoughts came in a little too late as he turned on the lights to see me standing there staring at all his horses. I guess this truly was about to be the moment of truth. " Wow, I can't believe you broke in. NO! I can't believe you followed me, what is wrong with you dumb country people." Derrick says rudely. " First off I wouldn't have followed you if you I just told me why you dumped me. and i'd be darned if you ever say that sentence again. You came to MY barn took MY favorite horse, and now you want my respect? No! Boy, where I'm from I would have pig tied u to a fence and not fed you until you answered my question so answer it now, or I'll give your parents another reason to leave." I said trying to act bold and confident. " Oh? You think I want to be here. I want to leave so do it. I hate you. I hate this country it's so dang old timey. Nobody even pig tied anymore catch up to your time. Lastly, I didn't want to dump you but brittnay said you didn't like me so I did and dated her for being loyal." Derrick said half mad half sad. I could tell he was losing confidence in himself as the sentence came out his mouth. Almost as if he was holding back tears. I hugged him tightly, and apologized. "I never said I didn't like you, your the first person I ever dated. I'm pretty much in love with you, no matter how much you've hurt me I've ran back shouldn't it be obvious, and brittany, well she's the school liar. If she wants something she'll lie her way to get it. She thinks money solves everyhing." I said smartly gaining a small amount of confidence off of it. As he walked over to put Lucky in her knew area and locked it I stopped to think. Ma had always said "you can't fight fire with fire." I had two choices either steal him back from brittnay and I become the bad person, or I could let him be in the relationship and accept the fact that thomas is still an option. " Sorry for wasting your time Derrick. I shouldn't have interfered enjoy your relationship, I'll finally be ok with letting you go. Bye." I said walking off. I didn't want to say it but I knew it was the right thing to do. I felt as though I was empty, like I made the wrong choice. My family was proud of me, he was in a happy relationship, but darn it I just didn't want him to be with someone else. Maybe oneday I could date him, if something was to happen to Brittnay. "Ha" I chuckled maybe it'll just have to come to that point. Looks like the story of Derrick and Miya,me, won't end here mwahaha. I woke up the next day for school ten minutes early, I was thinking of a plan a way Brittany wouldn't get the happy ending. I walked out my room and into Ma's room. "How do you get rich people to leave the country." I asked with a sly look. She didn't seem to question my question, she looked more puzzled I assumed she was going to think I was talking about Derrick. " If your trying to get rid of your competition then you'll need to get her family something they'll want. I heard they have an offer for a new barn down the road, I'd you can get them a better farm that's for "rich living" further away you'll be one step closer to that there boys heart. Be careful though things like this can lead to trouble." she told me with a concerned face. I knew she didn't want me with him but I couldn't let a girl like her date him i'd be darned. I thanked Ma and walked back into my room class had started to my mind was in another place.
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